My Summary Of My Trip to BM

This trip, the 4th year (full 3 years since my dad pass away), and things are getting better for me. We went to a wat yesterday to offer Dana and prayers, and I think dad should be receiving all the merits transferred and must be happy to see us visiting and paying respect to him.

This evening, when I walked around the housing area, I sort of felt the presence of dad, and memories of him is everywhere. That he used to drive his motorcycle around when I had my evening walk, that he used to call my niece (bi arhhh, short form for baby), that he used to keep miku (steam buns) for me, and many more......haha. Now, everything is just based on memories, and we just know we somehow miss his presence. When you recall the memories, then you tend to become emotional and somehow tears will flow naturally..... but I think it is not sad tears, it is just tears that you shed for someone you love and miss. Sis, my niece, nephews and brother in law, and for sure myself. But knowing (our feeling) that we did what we can as his children to take care of him and to offer lots of prayers now, we feel a good about it, and we hope he is now in place where he is doing fine and well taken care off. Dad, we all miss you and may you be happy now, wherever you are. Sadhu, sadhu. And having my niece and nephews here together, and bringing them around was quite fun, here is a picture to show this happiness:

And I think we all have the fun together.... And like what niece Natasha said, we all miss BM, and we are going to miss BM soon. Reason is because we are all from BM and there is sense of attachment to BM as are part of BM and we have part of our lives linked to BM....and until we meet again in BM, we shall keep this part in our memories, in our heart. Until we gather and meet again............ Choong 2 Lorong Bukit Kecil 2, Taman Bukit Kecil BM